SELFSKETCH, by [sic]

SELFSKETCH

by [sic]

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1.	Of devoid 05:58	lyrics	buy track
Sometimes it feels like devoid of meaning With no light at the end. Crawling through the misty days Should I try to care? Stay with me and lead Show me a reason not to leave you’ve made up in your head to bear this bitter comedy so come on and convince me Blind and numb / that’s what I’ve become Devoid of life / meanings fall apart Light my way / if you like me to stay here Stab me in / the back so I start to feel So tired of looking for the solution Is it worth anything when everything goes away in the end Soothe your mind with healing feelings but all the colours disappear when the black from when the black from the depth of ourselves comes in / when the black from comes in / when the black from the depth of ourselves comes in So tired of looking for the solution for it all Soothe your mind with healing feelings but all the colours disappear Saviour hear my scream forgotten all alone in here as always nothing changes no matter how hard I try
2.	NOVA 05:27	lyrics	buy track
when the sun goes down, i can´t conceive, the blinding light feeding the feeling, nurturing me trying to reach my hand, for what is real, leaving the damn recall behind me craving the sunrise, mourning alone, floating beyond the horizon, of my own thoughts why do you feel it won´t happen again why do you think it's not your fate not a chance to catch a reflection why do you feel that you´re not to blame why do you think it can´t be the same not a chance to catch a reflection come and enlighten me from the inside, step in,and brighten my days, i´m trying not to give up couldn't reach my hand for what was real, all those, goddamn recalls are just ahead of me i envy, all of you, your unvoiced fears, all you proudly kneeling, not knowing anything why do you feel it won´t happen again why do you think it's not your fate not a chance to catch a reflection why do you feel that you´re not to blame why do you think it can´t be the same cause it´s all designed in my head, the draft of my own fate come clean, shine on me, my bright NOVA, at last free!
3.	Selfsketch 04:10	lyrics	buy track
the way, my shield / protecting my life from your misery / hiding somewhere in between frustrated I create / the womb of nothingness where I lay / and pray to wash it away lead astray / swaying dazed in the seething rain your fancy lies deceptive visions arise thoughts unveiled your own disguise unable to perceive the real unfolded Moving on to, see the angles of, reality, nothing satisfies, hiding inside, painting self-sketch, palette of life, like them, walking by. my point of view you can't see my wonderland, reality the way, my shield misery frustrated lead astray your fancy lies deceptive visions arise thoughts unveiled your own disguise unable to perceive the real unfolded Let your passion bear your sin
4.	Beyond 00:57	lyrics	buy track
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5.	A Guy 05:00	lyrics	buy track
Please mr. blacksuit, mr. silk tie, mr. white shirt mr. polish my shoes I beg you mr. blue eyes, mr. wide smile, mr. muscles mr. I’m so fucking perfect mr. righteous, mr. have-it, mr. been there mr. make me a part of Your plan mr. profit, mr. success, mr.shiny won’t you please get me there Replace me when you need Tread on me and spit your anger in my face fueled by filthy greed Please madam sun skin, mrs. tight-gut, lady tit-job, miss I’m so much better than you little maggot, do as I say, little coward I will let you eat my crap Replace me when you need Tread on me and spit your anger in my face fueled by filthy greed Bend me as you please fill me with your shit spit right into my face I feel comfort in disgrace You are the only Oh how I want you Come rape me with your smile oh how i want you to come Come invade me with your lies I’m so fucking perfect and you all should be happy that you can exist near my ultimately awesome personality that blesses each and every breath you take. All your lives are belong to me I like the feeling when you take over me you give me the purpose when you take over me when you get hold of me tutururututu please come get hold of me
6.	In different 05:30	lyrics	buy track
Slow down, keep up with me inhale the void, fragile sanity “For one who is indifferent, life itself is a prison. Any sense of community is external or, even worse, nonexistent. Thus, indifference means solitude. Those who are indifferent do not see others. They feel nothing for others and are unconcerned with what might happen to them. They are surrounded by a great emptiness. Filled by it, in fact. They are devoid of all hope as well as imagination. In other words, devoid of any future. “ Hey you. See me trying out, not so hard to survive. Hey you. Despise and knock me down, that's what I deserve, guilty as charged. Values degraded, faces shine with disdain, but I feel no shame. Rooted dullness, can't let no touch to burn the fire inside slowly drowning Oh dearest / sweetest / please extend I'm slowly / drowning / drowning in different Nothing more, nothing less don't mean to hurt just don't care destructive way leaving all behind not even a flaw spotless mind destructive way leaving all behind not even a flaw spotless mind feelings are not so cold imprisoned in myself indifference destroying everything human try fight the essence of personality drowning in despair surface not so far. feelings are not so cold / indifference destroying trying to fight the primal essence / drowning in despair feelings are not so cold slowly drowning indifferent
7.	Tear [teer] 01:12	lyrics	buy track
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8.	Tear [tair] 05:00	lyrics	buy track
precious moments, thoughts and lies, he's painted for her sky of stars, hands in hand, then passing by, and man became a part of your DNA Leaves turning yellow all so mellow, time passing by and for those moments. So irresistible, he would, put out all them other flames, no games... black and green. Just crossed not to be seen (again) tear inside Torn apart Time, live or leave it’s getting late now, it’s too late now Time, about to leave it’s all wrong now, the time is up now Time, time to leave it’s all over now, we’re over now New fuck New stud New blood New drug Lost thought Old lie Blind try Hard cry Soulmate Heart rape Crawl back Inside Safe place No trace Selfsketched No trace Grateful Ashamed fool Cut off Splendid Curtain Falls down Torn up Falls down

about

Michal Kolejak - guitar
Lubos Zavarsky - guitar
Michal Erdody - drums
Peter Arvay - bass
Filip Pafco - vocals
Peter Sinkovic - vocals

credits

released April 10, 2011

All music and lyrics by [sic]
Engineered by Michal Kolejak and Jozef Kolejak
Recorded in 999th Studio in January 2011
Mastered in 999th Studio in March 2011
Artwork by Martin Kolejak